Could I be racist? I guess so.
But even as a child, less than 10, I clearly recall being amazed at how many people reproduced. Too ugly.
Let me be very clear ... my parents and teachers were not racist. Race was never introduced as a topic. NEVER.
But I instinctively found pretty much every woman, other than a white, unattractive ... extremely.
The men as well.
Perhaps it was my lack of interaction with those races. My neighborhood was not diverse. But everyone agreed that jobs and status should reflect merit. We knew many whites were scum, and never defended white criminals.
And always were eager to treat other races with dignity and respect.
But sexually ? No. They did not appeal at all.
