Raven20878
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You are wrong on so many levels I don't know where to begin. Also if the op takes your advice and doesn't contest his denial he will have to check off the box that askes if you have ever been denied a permit for the rest of his life.
Actually it is you who are wrong (and confused). He put in an amendment. It was the amendment that was denied, not his permit. He never has to mention it.
And a Shockwave weighs only 5 pounds. Easy to carry and much more practical than a handgun if you are really thinking woods and bears, coyotes as the OP originally stated. Look one up before you weigh in on something you don't know anything about.